Lately

it's been such a long time since the last post(long la sangat), i've started a new life.. new life as a student nurse. sorry for being such a bad bad badddddd blogger. ngee

eh, ASSALAMUALAIKUM && HI uollsssssss ~ ~

so may be some of you were a lil bit curious (Ahakk!) how i've been doing lately? well, there are so many things had happened to me, most of them were about my new hope (read about my previous2 post). and i'm about to menyesuaikan diri for all of this. huhhh, as you know. i'm the one who just like to pampering myself by staying at home, facebooking, tweeting, tumblring, eating and sometimes hanging out with my girlfriends. i don't really2 like to jalan-jalan tanpa arah tujuan yg pasti (hahah) EXCEPT with my family and bestie.

i despise walk alone. not joking.
even when my mom asks me to buy some groceries or pay bills. prior to that, if none of my friends can't accompany me to go out, then no choice, i have to go out.. all~by~my~~~~~selfffffffff *singing* uppsss
while shopping, i'll buy laju2. drive laju2. biar la pulis mau saman. nda sia kisah

okay, seems i'm out of the topic again. yeah man, this is not the first time.... normal for me. *big heavy sigh*

to make it simple, aku campur2 bM ah? yala, kalo fully english nanti bertambah-tambah laa grammatical error aku. those who hate to see an ordinary people like me to use english when blogging, my pleasure, you may close your tab from reading this. hakhakkkkkk pssst,no offence, but i'm going to offend you. hahahah #silaterasa

~as usual, the class start at 8am-10am, 10.30am-12.30pm, 2pm-5pm.. hahah bagi yg kuat tidur mcm aku mmg 1 kejutan besar la nih. time rest 10am-10.30am tu, aku malas mau keluar. malas mau berebut membeli tempat c angkol peter. rela lagi aku stay d kelas. kdg2 tidur, kdg2 bcerita, kdg2 on9.. this habit may risk my butt to get bed sore. PALIS PALIS.

dan... saya malas suda mau cerita.

to tell you about my life as a KSKB student, it is quite tough for me. in this moment, things are quit rough, there's a lot of tension, a lot of stress, expectation and many, many more things.. just my luck, i can deal with it. THANKS ALLAH!! SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH ~

jadi, tinguk2 la kamu gambar2 ku time d sana..

asni!!!

with nayaaaaa

orang bilang muka kami sama.. yaka?

emm, itu jak la. ahahahah

p/s: sorry. nda tau napa aku kena serang penyakit malas yg kronik nih pagi. mohon doa untuk sembuh cepat. terima kasihhh

Reasons Marrying a Nurse is Like Winning Lottery ;p

Is it really true? Marry with a nurse… is it good?

I think lots of nurses may share their experiences with husbands! but firstly read this article :)


Fortunate enough to be dating a nurse?
If so, that partner could really be a keeper. If there is any chance of taking this relationship all the way to the
altar, pull out all of the stops. A nurse, male or female, is one of the best partners one could choose while traveling through life. A marriage with a nurse is like winning the jackpot at the lottery, a pay out that will continue through the years and have more benefits than money ever could buy.

Here are five reasons to say “I do.”

Talk about compassion.
A good heart is at the root of nursing. No one goes into the field simply for the money. Long hours, sacrifice, and the pain and suffering of others come with the job. Dedicating one’s life to the care of others means having a level of compassion that goes beyond the norm. Nurses have a strong desire to help people, to comfort, heal the sick, and provide essential aid. Imagine having that in a sidekick. You will be in good hands.

A nurse has magic in his or her touch.
After years of education, what skills a nurse must have at his or her disposal. Nurses have the main goal to join forces with others in the healthcare field with the motto, “Do no harm.” They know how to handle with care. The same could hold true when it comes to hearts.

Health will be a top priority.
Nurses know all the ins and outs of taking care of the body. They are more likely to live a healthy lifestyle and promote it for their families. Eating well and getting exercise, while avoiding bad habits, will be easier with a nurse at the helm. Nurses are great at tackling a cold! Also, if there are any warning signs of a major problem on the horizon, a nurse will have the knowledge to nip it in the bud or get the appropriate help.

A nurse knows how to listen well.
It is part of a nurse’s job to be an excellent listener. A nurse needs to hear what a patient says, pay attention to symptoms, and look for any signs of discomfort. These are wonderful skills to cultivate in a relationship. Most people will say that the ability to listen is one of the keys to a successful marriage. 

A nurse will be able  to handle the rocky road of life and Nurses may not be angel but they are the next best thing.

#copypaste..

p/s: i think this is awesome. cuhs imma nurse to be! In Sha Allah..^^

*ini la nih kalo camera yg low quality hahaha

Heart Attack - Demi Lovato

Heart Attack - Demi Lovato

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you. Make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

The feelings are lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off in a run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x5]

i personally cannot relate to this song to myself. i just.. ahah! 

Shit May Happen

hi, Assalamualaikum..

k, as the title above.. hmmm

currently, shit may not happen. 

Shit JUST happened.

ahakkkk!

time2 aku cuti ah baru tebungkar semua.. @#$#%#$^%$^, time2 aku yg free gilaaaaa2 sampai nda tau mau buat apaaaa on9 jak kerjaaaaa... tebungggggkaaaarrrrr ha ha h *ketawa paksa* 

 time aku sibuk2 sma class + assignment segala, nda pla dtg masalah gini... haihhhhhh !@#!#$@$#%..

nda ku tau mcm mna mau kasi sibuk diri nih sekarang.

k, i'm not wishing this kind of  'problem' datang time aku sibuk. yeah, aku tau. aku cepat stress. aku nda pndai handle stress dgn baik. hmmmmm harap2 ini la yg terbaik.

jgn kau pikir kau boleh kasi kena aku ah boy.. salah orang kau tu. betul2 salah. betul2 lah aku cakap

#sorryyy, ini cuma sesi luahan perasaan yg bercampur-baur. nda kn ke mana juga nih ahahahahahhhh terasa diri ini sangat bodoh. kbye

Our Love

"Our love is made up of trust and constant communication. Never holding back on each other. Having those moments, just to say good morning and just falling asleep during those nights we talk and laughed. I wish we can be together right now.. Maybe, someday we will. All I wish for is that we can still feel this way even if things had change"

Life will never tell us what will happen tomorrow, so I always remind myself how we fell in love and how we made it, against all odds :')

NEW HOPE

Assalamualaikum and haaaaaiiii ;D

yeah, today is the last day of 2012. as the title above, NEW HOPE kunun. yeah.

it's like, new year kn. the beginning of 2013. some of my friend on facebook ask me. 

"APALAH AZAM KAU?" -,-

k. this kind of question really scares me so bad. when i answered "emm.. mau jadi anak yg lebih baik" then ditanya lagi pula "ohh..jadi sebelum nih anak yg kurang baik la?" ... i was like. okay. should i tell the reasons why i wanna be anak yg lebih baik? nda kn mau jd anak yg jahat kn. hahah genius genius

blaaa... this is me, always out from the topic *sigh*

at the end of September(if i'm not mistaken), saya telah dijemput untuk menghadiri temuduga SPA.. emm, haihh, to make it short, I successfully got nurse. hahahah just like my mum and dad :)

frankly speaking, i am desperately want the penolong pegawai perubatan. yalah, kn jawatan tu masih baru utk perempuan. bangga la kalau dpt tu kunun. mungkin pasal niat nda betul kn, tu la Allah bg rezeki aku sma nurse. huhuw 

lepas jak check result tu, aku terIngat pula cakap kawan aku..

"aku harap kau jadi nas(nurse) tika.."

ok pik. mulut ko masin. mungkin kalau kau cakap aku jadi M.A, dapat jgk kali kn. hahahah nda bersyukur lagi baaa.. 

bonda dan ayahanda cakap "ok la tu. kerja terus. jgn jak gagal".. paling teruk bila adik aku cakap "ngam la tu ni.. boleh suda kau tarik vigo" hahahh

okay lah okkkayy. i must be thankful to both of my parents, 'cause they've non stop pray the best for me. family and friends.. thank you kerana mendoakan yg baik2..^^

# with Prisca a.k.a my neighbor. and she got nurse too. hikhik

this picture were taken at Kudat. taklimat taklimat..^^

BELAJARLAH UNTUK BERSYUKURRRR TIKAAAAA

well, do not praise the ungrateful people right? :')

terima kasih ya Allah.. aku sangat2 bersyukur dengan segala rezeki yg telah engkau berikan kepada ku...

Going out!

assalamualaikum and hi my dear bloggers! :)

ahak!

*picture above had nothing to do with this post*

yeapppp. see the picture above? heheh. it was taken yesterday 12/12/2012.

ouh yeah, that magnificent date was my friend's birthday, Ir a.k.a laki si tira. hekhekk! xD

dear buddy, wish you may have a very happy birthday,

remember Allah the almighty abundantly, 

stay handsome no matter what (haha),

make your family proud of you,

loyal with your love ones, tira :)

that's all for today, 'till we meet again. bubbyeeeee!! 

I Stalked Your Profile

Assalamualaikum bloggers! =D

yeah, it's been long time bla bla blaaa. and blaaaaaaa~~

 yeah man, i always said the same thing when i start blogging. no, typing to be exact. ahak! sorry for nothing. this is my blog, and sadly to admit I'm not a blogholic anymore. eh? U DON'T ASK. tsk tskkk
and this freaking blog is getting effin boring day by day *sigh*

have you ever realise that NOTHING changes about this blog? i mean, apa ba. lupa suda nama dia. yg hiasan2 segala. hahah sori, aku betul2 hilang ingatan. EMM?? eya la. mesti la nda perasan langsung kn. siapa la diri ku yg manis lagi menawan ini. HAHA

maybe i'm the one who always attacked by the lazyness. or maybe i despise to do the coding thingy because my eyes will get hurt when seeing to the things that i don't understand. okay, to be frank, i'm the one who don't really likes to wasting time to the unimportant things. it just.. huh! i benci ok? sangat! sangat!!!

gotcha!!

frankly typing.. i'm not good at mencantikn belogszzzz -.- tadi tu hanyalah penipuan.

lihatlah belog milik ku ini, sangat membosankan. kan?
this is me. cepat rasa puas hati. eh, no. ASAL ADA bilang urang. it'll be considered as OKAY. hoho :3

well said, simple is gorgeous right? ahakk! *high five*

ouhhh yeah, about the title. huh? have you ever did stalked your crush?
oh b****h please, pity you stalker HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH!!! yeah, i did -.-
i did it last night. i've stalked on someone..... that... i used to know. haha

this is damn stupid. i mean, stupid feeling. haishhh, i didn't stalk or whatsoever. I just TER-click his profile.... then scrolled down.. then.. then.. then.. i saw... huhh, i think it'll much better if i didn't online that night. knowing that you'll be okay with somebody new, it makes me.. uh, i don't know. strange, i don't get jealous or mad... but it saddens me a bit. just a LITTLE BIT okayyyy. deal with it. lantaklah, kau happy ok la lettew..

so, those who fiercely hate stalker, you can hate me then. hahaha! should i have to hate myself? hell no dumbassssz

but now i'm trying to accept that i'm the only one who crazy about you so bad. sadly, you don't have the same feeling ~ just.me..

sometimes i realise the word of 'together' between us, was a big no.

trying hard to make hundred miles distance from you. 'cause i know, that's the only choice.

i learned that people easy come and go. but feelings, no. it stay. let go? i'm trying :')

pretending not to care, ohhh. maybe i'll be okay eventually :')

set your mind with all the new hopes! :D

oh. this.. but i can't cry anymore. it's been a long time ago. 1 years 7 months :')

so adik2 sekalian, janganlah kamu berani2 bercinta pada usia muda nih. rugi bagi first love sama orang yg belum pasti :') andddd one more thing, "never use someone to move one". it sucks darling..^^

dealing with the shit and be strong. ahak!

Mengintai Langit

Mengintai Langit - coco

Setiap hariku tulis

yang ku telah jatuh cinta

tapi ku rasa bersalah

tidak ku nyatakan... padamu....

adakah engkau merasa

apa yang sedang kurasa

kepada tancap asmara

harapnya kau dah terima..

*Chorus*

Maafkan aku kerna menyintamu

Maaf jikaku tak padan denganmu

Tapi ku berjanji

Kau juita hati

Akan ku jaga hingga akhir nanti

Maafkan aku terus memujamu

Maaf aku yang terlanjur merindu

Didalam hujan renyai

Aku mengintai langit

Mengharap engkau akan setuju

Menyintai aku....

Menyanyi dan bisikkanlah sayang

Baiknya kau dalam jiwa

Tak tahan rasanya menanggung kasmara

Agar dapatku lelapkan mata...

Mengkhayalkanmu, bermimpikanmu sepanjang malamku...

"we met for a reason, either you're a blessing or lesson"- Frank Oceon

When..

When your friend accidentally touches your ass...

hahahahahhh!! tumblr!!!

Hello you gaizz

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh..
still, the title seems so uncreative. fcuk.

hi? hello? busy ker?? ganggu ker? hahah okay, boooooooringggg. *sigh*

as usual, sorry for the super duper late update this lame blog. you guys miss me? alaa. selalu kunu aku cakap sori kn? maka2, no one give a damn. hahahah I was sort of busy of studying plus struggling for my form 6 (struggle la sangat) thus, I couldn't get my butt to sit and start blogging! ngehehehehheh

so, kamu rindu aku kn? admit it my dear sexy men , pretty women out there. miss me? oh2. okay then. kamu semua egois.

ouu yeahh, I wanted to start from Saturday, 17 November 2012..^^ *crack knuckles*

the story begins..

well..well.. it's been such a long longgg long time we've plan going to KK. why kk be the choosen one? there's no specific reason, mungkin sebab kM nih teda tempat bejalan, sama kmi kn suda lama jadi taiko kM. so bagi chance sma orang2 muda la hahahahah!! *eyes look up, hands on shoulder*

okay, wanna tell about the sad part first, jeng.. jeng jennnngg!!

on 16/11, there are a lot of problems and alasans yg agak munasabah, which it was the sign the we are CANNOT go. ayu can't join us cuhs apa tu, dia ada test on Saturday. nanang pun nda dapat cuhs family's problem. huhu that was sad *sobs*. i was about hate to think it (not hate, but too sedih.huhu!) I felt so devastated ceh, kamu pernah putus cinta kn? gitu la rasa dia hahah! so I distract myself not to think about it by on9 facebook, twitter.. uh yeah, lucky I don't have a friendster account lagi. kalau nda, confirm aku on9 itu juga.

but then, thanks to Jati, she was the one who bersungguh2 untuk jayakan misi lepakz ini. walaupun c irah marah2 suda cakap dia terlampau TEKAD. hahahahahhahahh sheyyaanggg c ijati nih. hikhik! =3

as planning, we decided to menumpang to go kk. terus singgah tuaran, ikut Ally p kk. mau jimat la kata kn. hahah but then Bapa izzati changed his mind to allow his son (which is jati's brothaa) bawa kereta dorang. once again, thanks to angkol :')

Alhamdulillah, kami semua selamat sampai && pulang :D

nothing to say here.. so let the photos do the talking then. so warn you, this really a heavy meavy post. ahak!

#from left: irah, umi, gorgeous(hahah!), fifi, ally, jati, yun

# I think this pic will be looks cute  if ain't blur.. huh, blame Achu. 

# di blog jak la kamu nmpk aku buruk.. d blog jak. just your luck, dear followers.

oh. baru muncul gambar kinah a.k.a Achu, muahahahh

# ketawa ba durang..

#fifi yg jelitaa <3

#umi hazimah. hihi <3

# w izzati.. hihi <3

#Ally suzianna! <3

#sesi mengeringkan eyeliner. hahahahh

#sesi mengkhayalkan diri.. hahahah

#sori jati.. c achu yg ambil nih. huhuhu!

#okayy.. aku jak ss cni. nt kau irah.

#Fifi untuk papa ny kali. hihi!

#aku pun mau bg papa la kunu. hahahhah

#cat kuku tu baaa..

#sorry umi, i took it from youuuuu. hehehehh!

uh, one more thing. aku langsung teda ambil gambar sama ally. huh!

i love them now, and i'll love them forever..

they never fail to make me smile and laugh.

I have no special boyfie, but I'm not lonely.. 

as long as I have them..^^

Love you, bestie :)

p/s: I miss you ayuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!!