THE RESULT ;)

OKOK. I supposed to write this at the day I got my SPM result but blablablaa recently my feelings are not really well to talk anything about result -.-

long strory short, I only got 1A 5B 3C 1D 1G which, 9krdt 1lulus 1GAGAL. hahah.. wtf.
curiously what is the f*cking "G" ? hohox.
 it was additional mathematic -.-

well, this f* subject I was struggled a day before the exam began! Gosh.. no study deserve a bad result la ba kn? all people already know this f* subject CLEARLY cannot study at the last minute. *but I did and failed -.-

ah, don't mind laa that. no more story about my freakin result. now just look forward for the FUTURE. all the best for me :')

hihik, I checked it through sms. damn nih, kena telan 20sen.

I'm not expecting much all. feel so grateful. thx to Allah S.W.T :)

so now, quite busy dgn mw urus2 brg sijil ntah apa2 segala. think this will give more pressure than examing. ha ha ha

BAD ANXIETY -.-

Fcuk. I was recently has been having terrible falling asleep.

why am I scared to sleep? huh.. it's like when I started to think about the SPM result, I get scared to drop off. think that I'm goin to die in my sleep. ahahah..

well yeah, seems I'm not alone here. I think all spm candidates 2011 having the same fears. just-like-me =3=

haishh.
akan tetapi, I am more than often found sleeping in the afternoon. when there are a lot of stress in my life as well my whole body shuts down and the only way I react is by sleeping! but still, can't sleep now,wtf

ahh. damn. apa mau jadi, jadi laa. people has their own luck ba kan? huxhux

naaa. last2 bonda pn tebangun. dan marah sebab saya belum tidur -.-

kbai

3 days people, 3 daysssss ! :O

huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

I can't sleep. I don't feel good. I am totally freaking out right now!!!
my mind can't stop thinking about 21st March 2012 every single mingle night T^T. well yeahh, I really really really hope my result were much much better than what I've expected la.. Amin..

must be a lot of human asking "mcm mna result? O.K ka K.O?"
kalo O.K. naa, tanpa tapuk2 mmg aku bgtw jak tu. siap kasi kibar2 lagi tu slip (awal2 suda takbur, how come!)

tapi..

kalo K.O. mba, paham2 jak laa kalo menghilang tanpa jejak ah. deactive acc fb, bulih2 blog nih pn will be deleted. wtf, planning jo -.-

'you can RUN, but you can't HIDE'.. oh I see.

 that dumb gal mmg nda sampin main tapuk2 =.=

k. joking ok. I'll not run neither hide. ask about my result, I'll tell you juga. hakhak :P

*dusta semata, harap maklum

I never got straight A's on exam >.< so I don't expect much for this. adoiii, but STILL. I don't want to let my parents down :(

what if I failed? what if the subjects that I targeted didn't reach it's target? gosh, recently this always keep playing on my mind. though I know I supposed to stay positive, but.. damn, there must be always had the BAD*** BUT :$

*I was being struggled a month before the exam and now I'm regret about it. 

OH NONONO what past is past rite? the most important now,

byk2 kn berdoa, bertawakal, solat hajat sebab mcm mna usaha kita, itulah yg akan kita dapat. kan? :')

to all candidates SPM 2011, wish you guys all the besto :D

Let's Started Today ! ;D

Halo people on Earth ! ;D

I've tried so many times to learn how to apa nama nih.. brg blogging2 segala. oh yaa, after my bestie Izzati was being sarcastic about my blog kunuk "malas mau tinguk blog kosong" , "UPDATE BLOG".. damn, so I tried it. I spent some times getting comfortable with it until I wanted to custumize this damn blog. sound so hard rite?

Sooo.. here I am - The New Blogger :P

"TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF"

well.. this may just the most common but, why the hell is this such of question so hard eh? (for me laa..) cuhs when people asking me ntah apa2 laa kalo d pesbuk "mind to intro??" I was a lil bit confuse how to answer that. ahah.. "tell me about urself" sounds like a book-length essay question ba kan? - and I am not good on writing either -.-'

So I just antam2 jak la ah? heheh ;p

the name is Atika. aging 17yrs 7month (belum lagi 18 keyh xD) . black+grey+white=YELLOW are the colours of my soul. surrounded with a loving family and close friends are SUPER DUPER AWESOME ! they will be always remains much as my HEARTBEAT <3

hoho. this lovable person is ME ;p

yeahh man, this is my FAMILY <3 aku sayanggggg dorang sampai kiamat ke12. sampai mati hidup semulaa. haha

&& this is my bestieee yg minta puji <3. hahah akuuu sayannnggg dorang giler babeh. hakhak

heheh.. that's all for this time. the newbie. kalo lambat meng update tu, paham2 jak la ah? nda tw apa lagi mw sakap.. huhuhuxzxzx